Chances were given
for reasons not mentioned
to offer up solace
steadfast with full promise
that never was meant
for the time that we spent
‘til that malevolent day
you elected to send
me forever away.
I am lost, still - today.
Pray as I might,
relief's beyond sight,
no embrace to hold fast;
alone I still am.
No touch of your hand,
no kiss on your lips,
no smile from your eyes,
no thrill of surprise.
My sadness, disguised.
2019